Guilt, that is what I feel a lot of the time. Guilt is the one emotion I cannot handle because it deals with the realization that you are a flawed human being. Growing up is the process of realising things. Your parents are human and even God to some extent is flawed. The hardest one for me is to realize that I might be responsible for other people's misery. It is a form of self-inflicted pain that is too hard to bear.